247 clean. almost to that 250 doe.
that’s mainly because of hannah. she’s been nothing but support and love for me lately. i’m really asking too much of her without even asking. i’m so thankful she puts up with me.
valentines day was last friday. me hannah and chris went to salsa fresh and traded presents. i got chocolate, reese’s, hannah made me a cd for my car and they both made me cards. richard got me flowers but he never got to give them to me cause we never hung out cause the roads were bad because of the snow.
yeah richard. ah this boy is driving me crazy. he finally admits he has feelings for me and we cant even see each other. it sucks. i just wanna be with him, hug him, kiss him and what not. i just need to see him soon. we’re like planning to go to the same college and stuff.
abram is doing WAY better. he’s fully recovered mentally and almost there physically. he’s just ready for things to go back to normal, which i don’t blame him. i really need to go see him again.
as for me. things are shit personally. i cant stay awake in school, i hate being home but always find myself never leaving. my self esteem is at an all time low. idunno, i need change i suppose. i guess we’ll see.