301 days. i cannot believe i’ve made it to over 300. it seems impossible, but here i am… how crazy.
uhh few updates: i went to asking alexandria march 18th, geazy march 31st, t mills mod sun and blackbear on april 1st. all great shows, all great times. t mills was one of the best shows ive been to in my entire life. i cant wait for him to come back to nc.
im officially going to charlotte for college. im more than excited, now that ive made a choice i just wanna get there as fast as i can. but i have to pass precalc first haha.
im not friends with zach anymore LOL. he was just too much of a bitch for me. also i’m on prom court :) and prom is in two weeks so im super excited about that.
im done with richard. hes too much of a slut for me. im still going to prom with him because we’ll have a blast. but he’ll never be more than a hook up for me, which kind of sucks. but hes going to wilmington so im sure after summer we wont even remember each other.
abram.. oh boy. i dont even know where to start honestly. i gave him mod suns book for his birthday. and after he read it he said he learned a lot about himself and his relationship with me. and we were good i guess. we were trying to be friends but idunno it was tense. and then this past thursday we went to the canes game together. it was so fun, im so glad he took me. i just felt so comfortable with him, things are so easy. i wanted it to be a date, and if i told him that he probably wouldve said the same. but yesterday he was telling me how he’s accepted the fact that we cant be together. which i dont know if its true. cause i want to be with him, to work on us. but prom and summer and going to college i just dont see it working out. i just need advice. i dont want to keep dragging him on or me on. its just confusing, as usual.