494 days clean! so close to the big 500 i cannot WAIT to celebrate
school is going pretty well. im hanging out with people and making study habits for the tests that we’re finally having. and joining a church and a few clubs just to make my life less boring so yay go me.
abram came to spend the weekend with me this past week. and it was the fucking b e s t. friday we just stayed in and hung out with maddie and nat and stuff. saturday maddie left and we stayed in bed all day like usual. just laid around in our underwear like the happiest couple ever. and then we went to china palace and to the movies to see guardians of the galaxy, which really was not bad at all. and then we came back and walked around and then came back to bed and got all hot and such. we tried to do the do but he couldnt, which was fine with me really i didnt care at all but he felt so bad and embarrassed it was pitiful. but at like 6 am he woke me up and we finally did it. so im not longer a virgin TURN UPPP it was great and it didnt even hurt. im just. mm im so fucking in love its crazy. im head over heels for this kid and i wouldnt have it any other way because i know he feels the same. im the luckiest girl in the entire world. hes my everything.